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It is Hari Raya now. And I am falling sick. Haiyaaa! Apalah nasib ni, Jane!!! Been sick since Thursday night, dragged to Friday, yesterday till today!!! Am having Red man alert too really adds on to it! Adoiiii betul uhh Jane!! I am not really feeling the Hari Raya-ish this year. Please, not even the bazaar. For those who knows that I loveeee to go to bazaar, JUST DON'T YOU ALL DARE TO SNICKER!! =pp Honestly, macam the feeling I had last time was not really there now. Why uh Jane? Da tua ke? No laaa!! Mane ade seyyy!! Ok, saya tengah seram sejuk. Brrrrr. And sniffing, coughing, and head throbbing. Ohhhh tidakkk!!!! Oh ya about the rice krispies marshmallow, it didnt turned out that well. Those katnams I guess were being extra mengada-ngada just because they were pampered with loads of food that day, said that mine was not nice/ too hard. Kecil hati aku!!! =p Oh anyway, give those to Ju. Hah!! Oh well shall try it again, and brownies too. Instant nye! But I dunno when la hahh!

Yesterday, went out to my workplace to take the list in which I had forgotten to bring it back, went library to return and borrow books, took my baju from the kedai at Geylang, Ju bought 2 pair of baju with one free samping, Sungai Road for our perfumes, Bugis Junction, OG, Raffles shopping centre like finally I bought beg for Hari Raya cum to work too. Hah!! Bought the cosmetic pouch too for the VIP thingy (nak cukupkan the amount for this thingy). Oh well, thank you Ju!! I am completely too choosy and fickle-minded!! Goodness!!! Yesterday, Ju was being abit nice by choosing which beg was nice, and which was not. Well I could see that he was kinda give up also tahan-ing my perangai!! Eg. Scenario : Pegang beg kanan, kiri - "Mane satu lawa ni? You mane satu ni? Ni macam.......... ni macam..... Taklaa you...You pilihkan uhhh." When Ju said his pick, me, "Alaa.. tapikann...... " =pp Hah!! He sat down and looked on the floor, hands on his face.


p/s I just go with the flow. For now, it is still complicated. I rather do it all neutrally, and I do not want any feeling with too much obsessing with only one person. It is painful as I know in the end I will hurt myself. Therefore, I am trying to brush off whatever the lovey-dovey feelings I started to feel.


And bila nak habiskan workbooks hah?? Pas Hari Raya ehk? Bila nak dapat results?? *Wail macam baby ganyut!!*