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I say Hello to you!
The name is Nur Hidayah.
I have high hopes for myself. I shall work for it.Believe is what I am going to instill in myself. I always enjoy the company of my loved ones. The art of their laughters and presence are always my best remedy. My brain might works similar as Pentium One. But fret not! Slow learners are still loved. |
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why?
When I saw my friend's profile in FB, I missed the moments when I am with Ju. Is been 3 years plus alr for us both. This has been the longest relationship I have in my entire life with the opposite sex.My zaman kekentalan in my ITE days, when the only footwear I wore were sneakers. Never flats, wedges nor heels. Like the only killer heels I am having right now. Super love that killer heels though. Ok side track. I meant last time, the only time I wore heels when is Hari Raya or jemputan. But now, once in awhile I do wear heels when I go to work. But still that depends my mood or perhaps that was the day Ju probably sent and fetch me to work. Last time I used to despise those girlish things. But now I super love it, perhaps not the entire girlish things. Like now I still do not like pink. Ok perhaps I am in denial somewhere there. I do love hot pink. Now and then. I dun really go goo goo gaga over hot pink uh. Last time, I dun even give a hoot over my appearance. But now I do. Sometimes, I will just have this heck care attitude but still I will be super conscious over myself. Last time, I don't even go out wearing makeup but now is like a must. Ok perhaps bedek if I say I go to Eastpoint or kedai sebelah wearing makeup uh. But even to Afghanistan, I dun wear make up. But if I were to meet up w Ju, I will still be wearing those. And last time, contact lens are not one of my priority list. Now, I have to wear my contact lens or else I will look totally selenger bacin. Not that I say when I wear contact lens, I dun look selenger bacin. I still do but oh well... With specs, I will feel that the day will be one of the "Aku-tak-kisah" punye hari. That means, from top to the bottom sungguh aku takkan kisah. When it is shopping time, I will tend to look for those lady's top/ blouse or what-not. Dulu, tak akan punya. All I would by eyeing were those printed t-shirts and what-not. Topshop, DP, Esprit, Mango etc etc were not in the list when I go shopping. But now, those shops will be one of those I HAVE TO go in. Hah! See I turn into a girl. Sometimes, I would think, why must I change? Cause I feel that it is a bad thing. *shrugged* And with that, Ju had been one of those people have seen me change. I wonder what he sees in me all these while. And if I were to ask him, "Do you stil love me like how you love me last time?" He will surely answer, "I love you more and more each day."If you were to love me, why must you do all these to me?
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